i'm sorry :(

i guess if there's one thing i'm really good at, it's pushing away the persons i love most.

perhaps it's caution, perhaps it's intuition, perhaps it's a result of lessons learned. perhaps you're doing what you can to maintain a respectable distance but this dance, this coming together and moving away over and over again, has to stop, right? perhaps i really am just trying to do right by my friends by keeping myself, and you, from crossing the line.

i don't know.

i'm sorry.

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